meet dave.

eddie murphy is Dave in the movie Meet Dave. he is a robot disguised as a normal human being, but under all the plastic and metal, lies more plastic and metal! his "body" is being conducted by smaller people living inside of him. what if all of us were like that and we had no idea? ya it sounds dumb, and i know theres obvious proof that we arent robots because of surgery and what not, but hey...looks may be deciving lmaooo! i guess im kinda hung up on a fantasy where something interesting FINALLY happens in my life, but 16 years in...and so far NOTHING! keep wishing guys!

sunrise! sunset!

Lebanon has the most amazing sunrises and sunsets! every year that i come i have to take pics of them both! Last night me and my cousin pulled an all nighter,and now i am sitting on my balcony on my swing and watching the sunrise. ITS BREATH TAKING! to my left is the bright warm sun peaking over the cascades. to my right are quite cozy little homes and sleeping people who are ready to start their day. as i stare far out in front of me i can see blue hills behind the busiest city in lebanon, Beirut. i can already hear the hussle and bussle of people, car horns honking as if to say "MOVE OR YOU DIE!" i see doors being opened, and smell fresh Kishik and Manouchies being made. i can only imagine the sight of my grandmother stalking over a hot stove preparing a huge meal for all our family this morning. one week left and im trying to savor as many memories as possible...with this damn economy, who knows when the next time i come will be? rooftops are flat, and buildings are tall, windows are wide and welcoming in a country that is raised with one thought in mind..."everyone is to be treated like family, and family always comes first." now that the sun is almost fully up, im getting a migrane...so goodbye my loves!

2 months in my home country LEBANON!

so i havent written in sooo long and the reason for that is because i have been in lebanon which is yes, an arab counrty but for all you idiots who think being an arab makes you a terrorist, IT DOESNT! anyways internet access is very limited here beacuse the electricity always goes out. so does the water but eh...thats just some of the perks of vacationing in a third world country! ive never written about where i come from so this is my chance. Lebanon is amazing and im not just saying that because its my home. im saying it cuz theres no legal age for anything!!! hahah woohoo! and the landmarks are to die for!! its amazing to be able to see years and years of tradition being passe down to generations. as a spoiled little brat who lives in the states its incredible to come here and get a HUGE slap in the face. seeing what i have taken for granted for sooo many years! year after year i come and vacation here for the summer and i never stop being amazed! and when it comes time to leave i get a huge frog in my throat and can barely talk because i cry so much! i love all my family and friends here. the home language is of course arabic, but many of the people speak french and almost 90% of the citizens speak English. its a great place to come vacation i cant tell you how many non-lebanese i see roaming in Beirut and letting themselves be overwhelmed with all the countries beauty! Lebanon has so much to offer!

pretty little butterflies

Do you have a little crush?? Someone who send the butterflies zooming into your tummy? Flapping around and making you all tickely and smiley-infact, when it happens to me i cant stop smiling! Well i wonder what chemicals get released into our bodies that make us feel that way, and why do we feel it in our stomaches? Well, im sure its some type of endorphin. People say that its normal, and it is, but they also say it rubs off after a while-once you get to know them better. Well ive known this guy for a while and that feeling is still there. I happy though, cuz i dont want it to go away.

Brainwashing-YUCK!

Has anyone ever thought about the process of brainwashing someone? Well guess what? There really is no process, just one step. REPETITION! REPETITION! REPETITION! Well i guess thats really three but you know, one idea. You can brainwash your self to do say feel or taste anything. All you have to say is " I LOVE CARROTS. I LOVE CARROTS. I LOVE CARROTS." or "WOOL FEELS SO GOOD. WOOL FEELS SO GOOD. or WOOL IS NOT ITCHY. WOOL IS NOT ITCHY. WOOL IS NOT ITCHY." get it?? TRY IT!

16 WISHES

so im watching tv right now and i just saw a comercial on disney channel for a new movie coming out called "16 wishes" where this girl is about to turn 16 and she gets 16 wishes....well i was thinking about what if that happend in real life. if i had 16 wishes i would use one wish to change one thing from each year. if you had the chance, what would you change?

ZONE OUT

Sometimes i zone out when annoying people talk to me. well they might not be annoying but what their talking about is SUPER annoying! its kinda funny what i think about when i do zone out. its like my mind lingers on the last word lets say they are in the middle of a sentance and they use the word "but" so then i think of the word "butt" then i think of sitting then standing then walking then i think about dancing then i think of prom which im going to then i think of everyone getting wasted thenn i think of people throwing up then i think of the flu that i had once in the fifth grade and it was really bad then i think of toilets then plumbing then plumbers then my future occupation then other peoples occupations and so on....see im kinda getting off topic right now. lol. so basicaly i went from butts to jobs. IM SO WEIRD!! HAHAH

PRISON BREAK!

I LOVE PRISON BREAK!!! its my favorite show ever! im watching it as i type these words right now...its the episode called "manhunt" after the boys break out but are still being chased and trying to find their way...MICHAEL SCOFIELD IS GORGEOUSEEEEEEEEEE! wow i love his statuesque body and dark mysterious eyes!!! this show definatly keeps me on my feet. and ive been watching it with my mom everyday and its really cute its like a little bonding time for us, we both love it!! well if you havent seen it i suggest you start watching it!! YOU WONT REGRET IT! :D

I Love Kidos!

Kids are adorable! I love them! I love to baby sit kids and play and make them smile! I cant wait till i become a mother. But lately ive had a lot of fun messing with kids. haha like today i went to costco! yes yes i know its everyones favorite super store! well there were so many kids sitting in the carts with their mothers backs turned to me...so i start making faces at these kids funny faces, crazy faces, scary faces, or just a dumb face with me sticking out my toung! haha! :P these kids are so smart now-a-days! they will mock me and make the same face back or something new or just laugh...and only rarely will they get scared and cry! i do this alot when im driving and i see a kid in the car...two nights ago i was actually with my sister in the car and i was in the passengers seat and we were dropping off her friend at home but she was sitting in the back. well sure enough these hot guys drove up to our car and instead of flirting with them...what do i do? I TURN INTO A PHSYCO! hahah!!! i start yelling and screaming and us girls were laughing and when the light turned green we peeled out!!! i love messing around with people and DOING THE UNEXPECTED!

Making new friends

Sometimes meeting new people is really fun! but most of the time its pretty scary. you never know how someone else is going to react to the way you look,talk,dress or joke. I know from first hand expirience that it can be a very intimidating thing. When you meet someone who is beautiful,rich, and full of confidence, it makes you want to be like them. Then you begin to think to yourself "im not good enough"so then your self esteem begins to shatter! You can always tell siblings apart from friends and no im not talking about just looks. Sometimes friends look the same because they have the same style in cloths, make up, hair and so on...they also begin to adapt the same reactions. Such as facial expressions. if you keep an eye out for these things you can see that they will laugh the same, place their hands in the same way, and much more. Some times people we depend on friends for more than just friendship, for a new way to act and live...

Too Many Questions!!!

Why on earth are there so many questions ask by people daily?!?! Do you like blue or green better? I mean why do you care what color i like? When your at the doctors office for a check up and they ask "Have you been sexually active lately"? OR "Are you allergic to any medications"? WELL YOU SMART ASS ITS ON MY CHART SO WHY ARE YOU ASKING?!?!? YOU HAVE EYES-READ!!! I understand that i might be going a little over board with all this, but how about the unanswerable questions like...why is the word "chair" the word chosen to describe the name of a place to relax. OK heres a better example. Why are leaves green? well the normal answer is- beacuse inside the cell wall lies a chemical that is prouced which is called chloroplast. Chloroplast then gives off a greenish stain to the leaves. Well why cant it give off orange or purple? Another question is how this world came to be? Is it evolution?-the big bang,bacteria that evolved into a creature-dinosaurs-cavemen. OR is it that God really did create the universe in 7 days. this is just a little something for you guys to chew on...think about it and leave me comments! THANKS!